some little things you experience when you live my life...

I could never RUN and HIDE like the way I USED TO BE... I have to LOOK for things I don't want to LOOK... I have to SEARCH for things I don't want to SEARCH... I have to TRY and LOVE someone else like the way I LOVE HIM... I's not FUN... But it's the way things HAS to BE... Everyone says MOVE ON whether it's HARD or NOT... How could I? Why should I? What if I don't want to LOVE anyone else? Yet the only thing I could do right now is be ALONE because that's what I would do when I feel confused... I am CONFUSED... Should I be DOING something that I SHOULDN'T be doing? Yes I SHOULD... and I am NOT going to let anyone else INTO IT...