some little things you experience when you live my life...

I could never RUN and HIDE like the way I USED TO BE... I have to LOOK for things I don't want to LOOK... I have to SEARCH for things I don't want to SEARCH... I have to TRY and LOVE someone else like the way I LOVE HIM... I's not FUN... But it's the way things HAS to BE... Everyone says MOVE ON whether it's HARD or NOT... How could I? Why should I? What if I don't want to LOVE anyone else? Yet the only thing I could do right now is be ALONE because that's what I would do when I feel confused... I am CONFUSED... Should I be DOING something that I SHOULDN'T be doing? Yes I SHOULD... and I am NOT going to let anyone else INTO IT...

10 sweetest things...

1. feeling the taste of strawberry flavored sweet candy in your mouth.

2. the taste of sweetened peppermint tea.

3. the taste of chocolate.

4. a compliment from someone.

5. receiving flowers/gifts for no reason at all.

6. the smell of Gucci Envy Me.

7. watching the stars with a guy/girl that you like.

8. getting your first laugh when somebody cheats you off.

9. a kiss in the rain.

10. the taste of your tears when you cry.


those are what i thought about... whenever i am bitter...