I still remember your jokes and every little bit of advice that you have given me though. I think you changed me in a way. I remember that you said, "There is no grey in life, there is only black and white." I remember how you taught me that I shouldn't take life for granted, be positive in every thing that I do and that I always have to look around me. You taught me a lot of things. You brought me closer to everyone. You taught me how to grow up slowly, bit by bit. You told me that I don't have to be shy around you... even though it still happened sometimes (haha). I love how you could always make me forget about everything bad in this world.
Reality is harsh, right? Losing you is harsher. I still cry, now and then, when I think of you. Done some things I'm not proud of and I know you wouldn't be proud of me too. You have always been a huge part of my life, and I hope that even though I never said it, you would always know. I realise that life is too short to be taken for granted. Everything that I have ever experienced is nothing to what is out there. I am sad that you wouldn't be physically there for me when I need you. But I know that you're always there, watching me. Watching all of us.
To everyone reading this, if ever you are with someone, or you know someone, and you love them, just say it. Cherish all the ones you love, and tell them that you love them, before it's too late.
There are just too much that I want to say to you. I promise that I will visit you. I look forward to seeing you again in the future.
For now, sleep tight, my love. I miss you. Bottom line... I love you.
